Aw man I feel crappy today. >( I woke up this morning, disappointed once again that I didn't have my nightmare, only to find I couldn't walk straight. I'm better now, but I still sort of walk to the right when I'm walking "straight". I'm so dizzy, which of course brought my mom to talk about how when she was a kid she NEVER got headaches or dizzy or anything, again. -sigh-

My brother is being a bitch today, too. Apparently getting songs on his ipod is more important than my math homework, which I just finished. Only science and Japanese left to go. -sigh again-

I really ought to work on some of my pictures, but I just haven't felt up to it. I had such a shitty week, too. Certain people, including some of my friends, are getting on my last nerves, and there's this... thing, I guess, that I am having a hard time dealing with, and I was planning on Bee coming over yesterday, and we would've talked about it, but her mom, who had said yes to her coming over earlier that week, got a call from her boss saying she HAD to work all weekend, so Bee had to stay home and babysit. That cut it for me and on Thursday when she told me on the phone, I just started bawling. It was quite pathetic, really.

I guess I can wait a week. I need to talk to her about this, and soon. I can't do it where others may hear, and it's not something I can talk about online or over the phone. I dunno how much more I can take. It's been brewing longer than two years now. I can't tell anyone else, ESPECIALLY not my mom... I don't think I can even tell my cousin, who I'm very close to.

This sucks.